i'm actually

don't wanna be alone on new year's eve,
but..

SOMETIMES

i miss this place.
where unfocused yet a wonderful talk happens every night
and butterflies are everywhere.

but things are so much better now.
its been good,
awaiting to be great.

please don't worry

Coz we live and will learn,
crash and burn.

I know you'll stay.
but when u leave don't forget to return.
Even maybe we have another fight, or we won't survive.
But we'll grow and never know where love will takes us.

You said we're heading into something good, and I said too.

Let's just take it slow. Fight a bit harder, love a bit deeper and stand a bit stronger. We'll be just fine.

sitting behind the wheel

yes, its scary. i know i should take my driving lesson rite away.
thank you for put so much trust in me, and sorry for the scratch mate
haha :)

HELLO DIAN

oh dear, we don't even know each other, but i hacked your blog already...i'm sorry :p
the thing is, this post stopped me right away.
no its not talking about me, but its talking about my radio show.

it was just another day i'm on-airing my afternoon show on Prambors Bandung, I'm talking about "do you have any idea of what you're doing rite at this time in 20years ahead?"
and i never really thought about how my show could affect someone in someway. but this blog is the prove, that somehow, someway, everything i said in my every radio show have some effect for someone else :) really hope in a good way.

well, now that i know, i promise myself to be more careful more inspiring in a very very very good way. thanks to you miss Dian.

oh btw, this is the link to miss.Dian's blog. please have a walk :)

take it slow

Maybe we live and learn
Maybe we crash and burn
Maybe you leave
Maybe you stay
Maybe you're return
Maybe another fight
Maybe we won't survived
Maybe we'll grow
We never know
Baby..you and I
-Jhon Legend, Ordinary People

Have you ever notice the lyric? I just did.

Last nite, me and my friend talked about this lyric, and we agreed that the lyric has the best words to explain how the relationship should be workin on.

Its a great song indeed. No wonder John Legend get his first Grammy from it.
FYI, at first this song was intended for Black Eyed Peas. But thanks to mr.Will I Am who thinks that John Legend is the perfect person to sing this song.
Can u imagine how is it gonna be if the song was sang by BEP?

sofa song

Won't you come on over
At the side of my sofa
Oh won't you come on over
-The Kooks

from the first time i had a room on my own, i always dream of having a nice-warm sofa in my little bedroom. but hey, what do you expect from a 3x4m room? that's just too tiny, i know :(
looks like i've been living in a tiny room my whole life.
i know my time will come eventually, so i gotta be prepared for my future much-bigger-room LOL. i've done my research, and here they are..which one suits me best?

kinky-colorful-furry coach. hmm nice indeed. very edgy. and soooooffftttt. but imagine when it lose its puffy-ness, and the fur starts to wrinkled. hmmm...


look at this twin-cow sofa. how cuteee. haha. but not at my age, thankyou :p


this is the bestttt! simple,warm,cozy,comfort,just nice.
i can see myself cuddling all day, talks over hot chocolate, or watch movie till i fall asleep, ahh hahah im talking too much hollywood ;p

i hope this expensive thing works well

So its obviously I can't upload any picture from this so-called smartphone to my blog,coz I didn't see any picture button anywhere.

But if this simple words can sucsessfully posted, I'd be soooo grateful.
That means this stuff is quite worth the cost :p

semi-charmed life

i believes in the sand beneath my toes
the beach gives a feeling, an earthy feeling
-Third Eye Blind

i really really REALLY wants to go to the beach, like..rite now.
with you, that would be perfect :)

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here's a thought, why is it always tooks a giant effort just to get to these beautiful beaches..?

a long and rough road with maximum heat to get to Pantai Gunung Kidul (Kukup,Krakal,Baron,Sundak,Drini,Sepanjang,dll)

highly cost travel to the famous beaches around Bali and Lombok

a tough 15 hours trip to Karimun Jawa

but mostly, this is what happen in almost every trip we wish to planned:
a pack of i-don't-know-how-to-get-there statemens, and..
do-we-have-much-time-to-go-there questions. in shorter word, we call it REMPONGSSS!
makes us reschedule the trip over and over until we simply just forget about it -__-'

however, all these beautiful beaches in Indonesia are really worth the cost, its worth the effort. and as for most of beautiful things we knew, they're hiding..waiting to be found.
so do the effort, explore the beauty of Indonesia from it beaches. they're sexy, inside and out :)

nyung!

Let's go picnic,to the beach,watching a rock concert,have some coffee and talks,walking hand in hand,or simply just lying in bed,quite.

about 5 hours ago from UberTwitter

i heart Bridget

she's funny (and silly)

she smokes

she's plumpy, or fat?

she's tricky sometimes

and she's in love

she's my favorite :)

and sometimes when i drunk--literally drunk, i always describe myself as her..haha. silly indeed. not because of her story tells my life--well,we have nothing in common about that. but her energy suits me best. i watched the movie over and over, i simply can repeat the dialogue perfectly, i love her neurotic friends, her apartment, her neighborhood, and what i love the most is her diary, and the way she tells story or the way she saw things. she's positively negative.
haha..

why ultrabeep?

there's no particular reason to explain this name.
i found it when i googled "ULTRAMAN" as my favorite superhero, and suddenly i'm attached to it. well yeah, it sounds silly anyway--the name, but i'm basically didn't have any better words to use to expressed all my activity in this whole www-world.
beside, i found this word pretty catchy, don't you think? ;)
so, ULTRABEEP it is..welcome!